I really want to just go and block tumblr for a tincy bit (about 3-4 weeks probably :p) so that I can concentrate on my exams since tumblr and twitter are such major distractions in my life when it comes to revising, but I’m worried that if I try to write a temporary farewell message on tumblr, it’ll end up being 3294683568324962 words long and I’ll end up spending an entire night typing it up or something just so that I can yet again avoid doing any of my much needed revision.
HELP ME.
HELP ME I SAY.
So yup, here I am now forcing myself to just bid you all farewell right now, before I somehow pluck up the courage to block this amazing website. (one minute, I haven’t even checked how to block websites yet. o_O Oh well, I shall figure it out somehow :p)
I’m making myself say goodbye right now so that I’ll have less time to ramble on than I would if I was writing an entirely new post later, so yeah, GOODBYE TUMBLR *sniffs* I SHALL MISS YOU AND I’LL CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP EVERYNIGHT WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE. Okay, maybe not, but whatever. c; Btw, this somehow goes for twitter as well. O_O
I know right, wtf is wrong with me?! >_> Blocking such saintly sites, I must be deluded! Luckily I’m not blocking youtube, haha :p I shall continue to watch videos but at least I won’t be endlessly scrolling on youtube as I would be doing on twitter and tumblr. I’m just going to stick to watching youtube videos by certain subscribers and all shall be well. :) Slightly less distractions I guess c;
So yes, my dear tumblr world. Farewell. Procrastination ends here and so does my happiness. I don’t even know what i’ll do with my life if i actually go ahead with this, but oh well, this needs to be done.
This feels like a turning point
I may, I just MAY pass my exams.. (just)
I have the following exams, all within the space of 8 days with me having 3 exams on my first day of exams. Actually, I have 5 within the space of 4 days and 1 the next week basically.
I have:
AQA Biology Unit 1
AQA Chemistry Unit 1
AQA Physics Unit 1
WJEC USA (History)
WJEC Germany (History)
Edexcel Maths Unit 2
So yup. LOTS of revision. I’ve actually come to the conclusion that I’m seriously pathetic at science, so I need to revise a ton for all of them exams :p I don’t know why I’m not extremely worried about them because I really should with the way my mock exam grades are going. O_O My exam grades are pretty bad for everything actually, although they’ve finally picked up in Maths and were always half-decent in History. We haven’t done a proper full exam in history though, just individual questions, so idk. I find with maths that I’m capable of passing well but without revision i’m around about a B or possibly C, but I really do want higher than that, especially considering that I go an A* in the first unit. :/ In my most recent mock I got an A so I’m pretty pleased with that, but before that mock I kept on getting Bs and Cs, most likely because I wasn’t revising, but still. This is seriously just highlighting (sp?!) to me how vital revision is in a time like this. History I’m just beginning to hate because it’s become such a drag, and answering questions in history is such a draining process that I’ve actually just kinda given up. Luckily my teacher gave us all revision guides so I’ve kinda been going over that, but the idea of voluntarily answering exam questions out of class just seems horrifying to me. Speaking of which, I have a history exam paper to complete right now which I haven’t even begun and it’s due tomorrow.. O_O REBEL! :/ Science I actually just can’t speak about. What the hell was I thinking when I chose to do triple science?! I find that in lesson I tend to kinda understand it all, but when it comes to any questions on it my mind goes blank! I actually feel sickened with some of the results I get back in science, but luckily it seems like they’re picking up. I don’t know if this is just generous marking by my peers or I, but I do hope not! That’s one thing I like about my main maths teacher; she harshly marks compared to the other maths teacher she had and she marked mine and gave me an A :D. But yeah, as you can make out/see, revision seems to be having a serious impact so I seriously ought to be revising.
I swear I’ve just spent the last 2.5 freaking hours on the internet procrastinating, so desperate times call for desperate measure.
GOODBYE TUMBLR AND TWITTER. GOODBYE. THIS NEEDS TO HAPPEN EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DON’T WANT IT TO. I’M GOING TO SOMEHOW BLOCK THESE SITES BY PUTTING A PASSWORD ON THEM OR SOMETHING THAT ONLY LIKE MY PARENTS OR MY SISTER WILL KNOW, SO HOPEFULLY I WON’T BE ABLE TO COME BACK ON HERE AGAIN FOR A WHILE. GOODBYE. FAREWELL. THIS IS THE END. IT IS ALL OVER. WHEN I COME BACK, IT SHOULD BE LATE JUNE-ISH AND WE’LL BE ALL HAPPY AND STUFF BECAUSE EXAMS WILL BE OVER AND I’LL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO GOING ON TOUR TO ITALY.
AND THEN RESULTS… DUN DUN DUN! D: </3
ANYWAYS… Now’s the time for me to make those results of mine good. So goodbye tumblr, not that I’ll be very missed though, lmaoo :p I swear if you’ve read all of this I love you and you deserve something virtual and epic. Lmao, I’m such a cheapskate (sp?!?!) giving out virtual gifts instead of real ones :p
What do you expect, I can’t even work properly yet?!
Okay seriously, wtf is up with my brain. It seems that this post has proved that the brain is more active at night. o_O
I swear, writing my massive epic tumblr posts is becoming more draining than writing in history and english! :o
..SAY WHATTTTTT?!
ANYWAYS, WTH, I NEED TO STOP RAMBLING. STFU NEELAM, NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR YOUR CRAP.
GOOD FREAKING BYE. GOOD BYE.
GOOD BYE.
CONGRATULATE ME FOR CREATING THE MOST ENOURMOUS POST EVER AND NOT INSERTING A “READ MORE” BUTTON. CONGRATULATE ME FOR WRITING THIS IN THE DARK WITHOUT LOOKING AT MY KEYBOARD AS I TYPE. CONGRATULATE ME FOR EVEN CONSIDERING BLOCKING THIS BEAUTIFUL CREATION
…WTAF AM I SAYING AGAIN?!?!? OKAY FUDGE IT.
GOODBYE.
STFU NEELAM
NO ONE WANTS YOU.
GTFO TUMBLR. GO HOME (even though you’re at home) REVISE.
NOW.
TO YOUR ROOM (even though you’re in your room)
YOUR ROOM.
NOW.
NO TUMBLR OR TWITTER FOR WEEKS. GET OVER IT.
GOOODBYE, FAREWELL, ENJOY LIFE AND SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. (wtaf again. btw i seriously spent almost an hour wasting my pitiful existence typing this)
*sings bear in the big blue house goodbye song*
Bye. I have oncemore been rebellious by not reading this through because it’s so long that I don’t have the strength to give a damn about whether it makes sense or not. screw it.
See ya peeps.
-Neelam :) <3
P.S - I never say peeps. o_O
c; <3
it sucks when you’re obsessed with a band and you wanna tell the whole world about it but no one gives a fuck so you try your best to shut up about it
(Source: rahiodead, via butwearedifferent)
God damn it how can you expect me to revise when I have a blog to run?
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Maybe that’s why I leave all of my work until the night (and to be more specific, the night before it’s due..) c;
(Source: psych-facts)
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(Source: synodik, via yesterdays0wl)
what if tonight you were laying in bed really sad and lonely and then all of the sudden the fictional character you are in love with just knocked on your window like in peter pan and then you guys stayed up all night chattering and being best friends and cuddling
(via davestriderstimeywimeybullshit)
Like seriously, I didn’t pay for it to wreck up like that. >_>
It went all crazy and shiz just weeks after I bought from the WB Studio tour, and I am truly disappointed because that hoodie was literally my favourite item of clothing ever. </3
It’s doing that mental thing where you zip it up but then the zip splits/undos itself or whatever.
O_O
*CRIES FOR DAYS ON END AND NEVER LEAVES THIS HOUSE AND CRIES A BIT MORE AND ENTERS DEPRESSION AND CRIES*
:’(
The worst thing of all is that you can only truly make out the crest/logo when the hoodie’s zipped up because there’s one logo which is spread across both halves of the hoodie, so I can’t even properly wear it without it being zipped up because there would be no point as you wouldn’t be able to see the crest that I ought to be proudly wearing.
I love Harry Potter and the fact that I can’t really wear that hoodie with pride makes me said.
Luckily I have my Hogwarts pin to wear but it’s just not the same.
there’s a special place in hell for people who don’t close your door when they leave the room when your door was originally closed
(via emmacosslett)
